Down

Day.
Month.
Year...

So far...

What have I learned from my 24 years on this earth?

Not a whole bunch.

I know how to love.
I know what pain is.
I've experienced the cold touch of death.
The deep pits of depression.

I try and take 3 deep breaths every time I feel over whelmed with how my life has turned out so far and sometimes it works. But sometimes it doesn't.
Sometimes it just keeps hurting. Sometimes the tears fall, the anger boils and then subsides.

And I can be grateful I'm still here, breathing in the air, feeling the warmth of the sun or smelling the grass after the rain.

I'm still here, and thats something right?