Relationships are HARD

Yup generally pretty hard from what I've seen/experienced.

But they are EXTRA hard when your in a polyamorous or big love style of relationship.

Nope I'm not married.
Not even in the same state as my boo.
But if all goes well this year I will be by the end of this year.

But I HAVE to know its going to work.

I feel important.
I feel loved.
I feel needed.
I feel wanted.

But it needs to be more.

It needs to be everything.