Tired

You know how much I love you.
How much I want this to work.
How much of my self I am sacrificing to make this work.
But I am tired.
I am tired of fighting for you.
For your love, respect and for some attention.
I don't think its too much but apparently it is.
You can't give me what I need anymore
What I need is someone who cares enough to think before he makes a decision
And you dont.
I am sick of the "oh lets wing it " because usually that means, i'm the one who gives in. I have to compromise and give up what I need