Home

I just wanna go home.
I want to see familiar faces, and hear familiar smiles.
And not be overwhelemed by the constant uncertainity.
And I don't want to feel trapped, and hurt.

I don't want to feel constantly abused and belittled.
I don't want to be lied too, or stepped on or used.

I just want to go home.

I can't blame him for "making me come here"
Becuase I was a willing participant..
But fuck... I can blame my self for giving up my home, job, life and schooling for something so fucking temporary.

This is bullshit.
My life is bullshit here and I just want out.