It's been awhile

Since I've used this to bitch soley about you.
I am so over this.
I am so over you.
I am so over your poor behaviour.
You are a poor excuse for a man.
You are angry and agressive.
You drunk too much.
You bitch too much.
You are too judgemental.
You are selfish.
You are insecure.

You drive me fucking nuts.
I don't know why I am here.
Why I am wasting the best years of my life on someone as pathetic as you.

What you can't get out of bed?
What a joke.
At 42 years of age you SHOULD be able to get out of bed.
Even if you feel you can't. Even if you don't want to. Even if its painful to do.
But you can't.