Tuesday, September 29, 2009

1 day down

The rest of my life to go.
I did it, first day.. hardest day?? down.
I've quit smoking before, half hardly.. been on the patches for a few weeks..... or the gum and then the second someone gave me a reason to smoke.
I would.
I would go and buy a pack and just light up.
And then again..
And before I knew it.
I was on a bad day..
A PACK A DAY SMOKER.
I am not going to be one of those people who EVER puts shit onto people who smoke.
Everyone is intitled to make there own choices, but for me..
Enough was enough.
Waking up with the sore throat.
Being out of breath.
Being 300 dollars out of pocket every single month.

Not on.

I have already saved $10 dollars, see how easy was that.

Ha, seriously though today was hard.. I survived til about 11 when we normally get a coffee from the van that comes, I skipped the coffee because I knew the craving would kick in really badly.
Instead of my earlier morning smoke I went for a walk, which was strangely refreshing
I dont doubt that without champix I'd be going NUTS.
Even now, as I talk about this post, wow yeah I am craving.
But I wont, and I cant and it wont help or make me feel better.
It will just make me feel worse.
I am really determined to do this, so please.. wish me luck.

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3 comments:

The Unproductive One said...

Congratulations on getting through your first day!!! It's the hardest.

I'm now a week without chocolate which is my "habit".

BikerMan (my DH) quit smoking cold turkey a little over 2 years ago, it can be done and I have every faith in you that you can DO it!!

xx

jill said...

You can do it!! Wishing you lots and lots of luck!

Friday said...

Congratulations!!

I gave up smoking 1 year 11 months ago (who's counting?) I was also a pack a day. I loved it but I had enough too. The first week is the hardest.

If I can do it, YOU can do it. One day at a time.

Good work.

: )