Lexapro day 3

Okay so clearly if you read the post below this one..
I'm not having the best day.
I was awake very early, still not feeling the best in the tum.
Lil dizzy and such.
I am down, I will admit that....
I think my brain Stupid fucked up brain that it is is just adjusting to the meds.
So at the moment, im not a happy girl.
Needless to say I had a nap, and I feel a bit better.. not a whole bunch but a bit.
I'm angry.
Angry that I'm here again.
But I realise that my anger, will not change anything.. nor will it make it go away.
I've just got to take each day as it comes and fight each small battle I have with myself.
My heart aches, all I want in this world is just a hug.. ya know.
I'm not a fancy girl, don't buy me something, don't take me anywhere..
Just hold me, and we'll be just fine.

God please give me the strength to accept the things I cannot change.
Thats the strength I need right now, to accept everything just as it is.
And too move on.

I planned to try and have a fun weekend this long weekend..
I don't know if thats still a possibility..
The only thing that excites me at all is that im going to make lasange to take into the boys at work next week.. yes see I have no life.

I'm sorry this is so depressing.. seriously I can be a funny and upbeat and crazy (good crazy) character..
I just cant seem to get it out of me lately.

Anyway..
I'm off to get some food!!

bare with me

Brain FUZZ
Feeling good though?
No it can't kick in this quickly.. this is a natural high..
DRY MOUTH
OMG dry mouth I forgot all about you, you have some back with a vengance.
Slight nausea... still around.
4-6 weeks and this will all be gone, and my mood will be consistent..
Something I haven't been for a while..
I'm also STAYING on the low dosage.. for atleast 12 months.
I want to come out of this.. come out bouncing and consistent..
Can't concentrate.
I have a 3 hour meeting atleast coming up..
This is gonna be funny.. I have to sit away from my friend Mat, he's been killing me with laughter today..

so scattered :(