Time

I am finding it hard to fathom that we are already into August.
In all honesty it seems like only yesterday it was new years eve.
I have been in my new position almost 12 months now.
My dad has been with his girlfriend for more than a year now.
My mum has almost been gone 3 years now.

Time, slipping away slowly from me.
I am closer to 23 than I am to 22.

I sit here and I try to process just how much my life has changed in the last few years. But I can't.
Sometimes I forget.
I forget everything thats happened.
All the tears, all the joy, all the heart ache.
But then I wake up and I know that this is my reality.
All of these things DID actually happen, and i've got no choice but to accept it and roll with the punches.
But damn sometimes isn't it hard