I wish..

I was in a sound proof box.
So I could scream as loud as I wanted.
So I could let out all the frustrations im feeling with Someone Something!

But instead I will sit here in silence, I'll tune out to the things around me and pretend that everything is fine.
I'm good at that..

I took my meds this morning right?
Okay good, that makes no one will get hurt.
but only because there not within a reasonable distance