Sunday, March 15, 2009

Dad

I can't believe you would do this.
That you would so willingly and so coldly turn your back on your own children.
I understand wanting to move on BUT FUCK
what's happened to you.
for 21 years you were my best friend, we were closer than close could be.
Now your such an asshole....
You want to forget about the life you had for 30 years??
How could you do that??
Selling a house wont magically fix up HOW FUCKED in the head you are.
Yeah mum died, she did she died and we live with that everyday..
But what happened to you.
I know your not perfect, far from it..
But you always cared about us, and about doing the right thing.
And suddenly.. because of HER you have lost your head.
All you care about, all you want is to start again.
You want another family, another house, another life.
Why.. It wont make you forget.
You hurt me, you fucking hurt me with your cold and callous words.
I can't believe you would be so cold, but you are..
You've changed.. Your not right in the head.
And you've turned your back on people who saved you... In your time of need
WE were THERE
We came to the hospital, signed the papers, took you to chemo.
Paid your fucking mortage so you didnt lose the house.
And now this.

Now you just think you can pick up and move on and forget we exisit.
NO.
NOT NOW.
NOT EVER.
OVER MY DEAD BODY.

1 comments:

Rebecca Louise. said...

I found it hard to read this because I have never been in a situation like this. Although, you voicing your anguish and hatred is better out than in - I know it does not help but I do hope things get easier.

xxx.