Friday, May 15, 2009

I'm sorry

I'm sorry I've been so down lately.
I don't know whats wrong with me Yes I do, I have depression
I feel like I should be happy..
My life.. isn't that bad..
By not bad I mean, no ones dying or has cancer.. I'm not fighting with anyone, I dont have the prospect of being homeless anytime soon, work is going well.
I'm just not me, not myself..
I just think my boody is out of whack, and thats causing me to be more mental.

On a good note;
* I have been learning to use photoshop at work, I love it... Its something creative I can get into.
* I brought some new PJ's today, a couple of pairs.. I'm sure they will keep me warm and comfy during winter.
* I am going to the footy alot, I love the footy.
* Today is pay day, YAY.. I am finally getting control of my finances that is always good.
* I am thankful for all the amazing people I have in my life, who inspire me.. my friends and family and all the beautiful people in the blogging world.
Thank you all.

- Caragh


Sarah said...

Sweetie, I hope you dont take offense to this...but maybe you need a bit more than Zoloft? I hear how hard you are trying to pull out of this depression and it seems that you have made progress, but you still sound so sad.
The fact of the matter is, you're doing something about it, which is phenomenal! But if you need more help, ask for it. Dont feel like this is a journey you have to take completely alone. Because you dont.

Keep your chin up!

And PS...dont freakin apologize fore being depressed!

Rebecca Louise. said...

Even though you feel down I admire how honest you are! xo.

Parenthood For Me said...

Hey there- Sorry you are feeling so down. If you want to talk with me send me an email.